Now that I have still got such strong feelings for what I yearn for in regards to my fantasies, I need to follow them through even more now.
I have stayed away in vain from my desires to stop myself but can not beat them back.
I have to do it to know. Then knowing might be the thing that forces me to stop just accepting my life the way it is.
I need to know, I will never do anything to hurt her but I am sick of hurting myself now, at my age!!
]]>The thing that brought it home to me was how it destroyed his life and releationship with his wife. Offcourse in a film it all turned out okay in the end but that is not how it would turn out for me and I was silly to think other wise to be honest.
Don't get me wrong I have very strong feelings but I think I would crack up if I got a taste for it and could not live with out it so it is possibly better not to try and loose everyone who is so dear to me..
I hope the lady in question will under stand but I know I have a good thing how ever much I do miss the sex I know I have to do the right thing by her and by me.
Common sense prevails wit hme yet again. How do I have to be so straight laced!!!!
Arse I am, now I am getting annoyed with myself for thinking like this but I know it is for me but its not really....
My mind has been wondering again today and also being probed by someone for my intimate thoughts however they have not been about my usual gutter press mind this time.
It has been a serious subject very close to my heart. Any way enough of that I don't want to be good and do the right thing anymore I want to do something for me and myself.
Time will tell I suppose how things will turn out over the space of the next few months. I might have a meet but things have went really quite on that front so I am thinking I may not have one after all for some reason. I think I may be ditched for a better model perhaps with no hang ups possibly. It is one of these things it would be great to happen but terrible if it was know widley with disatrous consiquences really for my life.
Listen to me rambling on. I tend to vist all differnet avenues and add things up and come up with the wrong answers. Which is not suprising as my maths is as good as my spelling!!!
What will be will be...
Deep down I want to have this fun but am really scared of the results it could go either way. I may want more and more and then again I may run a mile and think life is good as it is. (but it is not complete as it is)
I have tended to throw myself into my work again which is not healthy giving all these free hours to the company cause if I am here I am also thinking of work or plugging away at it in between reads of blogs.
Again I am worried but not sure what of!!!
]]>My mind is full of exciting things I could be doing with the right person / persons perhaps.
My mind is racing with strange feelings of other things just now other than just the constant submissive / domination lifestyles I would like to get into, but with some bi-curious thoughts are in there now after chatting with differnet people who are open enough to also admit that they once thought like me in that they are straight and would never entertain such thoughts, but it does not make you "gay" having these thoughts about possibly pleasuring a woman with two guys getting into the throws of passions and touching or helping the other guy pleasure the lady of choice.
Then again maybe it is just the way I have been inclined to think lately.
There is also that sort of sub/dom releationship in there with this sort of encounter also where the one guy is sort of humilated into doing things that he would not normaly enter into perhaps. Maybe it is this that I yearn so much also.
Who knows, certainly not me thats for sure.
I have had some correspondence with a nice lady whom I have never met but I feel I have known for ages, (if you know what I mean)
To me she feels like she is the one to take me in hand to sort out my passion for some BDSM exploits. She tells me she will treat me the way I feel I want to be treated. I am now quite nervous about it but very excited / turned on ever so much by what we have chatted about so far.
I know what you are all thinking, you are married but for the sake of my marriage I need to do this I feel.
I hope to set a meet soon if possible which will be great if we can make it happen..
Things were turned on there head this time when I arrived home.
As I arrived in town I received a text saying that all the decisions would be made by me this time, which I did not understand initially. I immediately text back asking what she was talking about? The answer came straight back I am your’s to do with as you please, my safe word is “Orion” and that was all the text said. I understood as soon as she had written safe word.
But I did not understand her giving up all control on this occasion. But who was I to argue, I had never been allowed to switch with her and be in control of what we were doing.
I grasped my chance there and text her back to ensure she was in a black bra and thong kneeling behind the door when I arrived back with a collar fastened around her neck and lead attached.
She text back and said I am ready for you Sir, that reply in itself had me excited all ready.
I arrived in the drive and jumped from the car only to catch a glimpse of her passing the kitchen door rushing to get behind the front door.
As I placed my key in the lock I could see her behind the glass of the door. I was now full of excitement. Once I opened the door I turned my back to her and closed the door and locked it from the inside. I turned and looked at her she had everything in place I had instructed her to have. She was on her knees and hands with her lead dangling from her collar and she had on a thin black thong and a black bra. I said to her that she had done well to be there with all I had asked of her. But she would be punished for not being there from the time she had told me that she was. She questioned me on this as to why Sir?
I told her I had seen her passing the kitchen door getting to the front door before I had got there. She said no Sir you must be mistaken, it was then I bent and pulled the lead up and pulled her across the floor to me with one hand I made her look up at me from her knees and I pulled her bra down over from her left nipple and I started to pinch it. Again I said to her that I would punish her as she was not behind the door as I arrived. As I pinched her nipple harder she conceded that she had not been there and apologised to me. That’s better I said to her I then pulled her bra down from her tits so they were totally exposed.
I had never had this control before but I liked it very much. I just wondered how far I could go with her as she had never been the submissive one before.
Now she had her tits exposed I dragged on the lead for her to follow me through the house to the bedroom, I had her pulled tight by the lead so I could see her size 38 E tits swing backwards and forwards with her movements. This also turned me on immensely knowing that I could have a free reign over them of which had all ways been forbidden of me previously.
As we reached the bedroom I told her to get up on her knees and undo my jeans. As she did dutifully in an instance. I told her I need to come as I had not come in two weeks. So her first use would be to pleasure me until I had come with her using her tongue and mouth. I knew this would degrade her as she never liked to suck me of unless I had just come out of a bath. She hesitated to begin with but I quickly pulled her into my crotch with the lead I could see by the look on her face she did not want to do it as she did not want to open her mouth, so I pulled the lead around to the back of her head and grabbed her hair in my hand as well and then I guided my cock over here lips back and forth and then pushed it in as I pulled her closer to me. Until my six inches was now fully in her mouth. She then placed her hands on my waist then to push herself back from me, I told her to keep her hands by her side, so she dropped them down, but as soon as I pulled out and pushed back in she had them back up again. I pulled her off by the hair and said I told you about your hands now you will have no choice where they are. I dropped the lead and moved over to the bottom drawer of the unit and pulled out a pair of hand cuffs which had been used on me before. I went behind her and grabbed a hand at a time and pulled them behind her back and clicked them together. Now she had no choice but to do as I told her with her hands.
I then spun her round on her knees and grabbed a tit in one hand and forced the head of my cock against her nipple, to which she moaned slightly, whether it be with pain or excitement I did not know or actually care as I was in control for the first time.
I squeezed it harder and harder as I rubbed my cock over it, then I thought to pull her tit to her mouth and forced her head forward to lick the precum from her nipple of which I had just deposited there. Again I knew she did not like licking her own nipples which got me turned on even more. Once she had done it for a little she tried to get more of her own nipple in her mouth to suck, I had often wondered if it were in her head that she should not like it but secretly she did like it and this was where she had no choice but to do it and liked it even more as she had no choice but to do it for me.
I dropped her tit from her reach and pulled her backwards to the bedside where I placed her backwards so she had the nape of her neck resting on the edge of the bed. This was just the right angle for me to fuck her mouth and she could not get away from me. I rubbed my cock over her face and then slipped it in her mouth and out again until my precum was dripping from her mouth. I then started to push in as deep as I could get, she soon got to liking it more and more, until she was sucking for all her life to get more in her mouth, by then I could not hold back any longer and I started to cum, I forced her to swallow the first of it and then I pulled out of her mouth to her coughing, I then let some drip over her face and I took a handful of hair and wiped my cock in it to get the last drips of. I knew this was one thing that would really humiliate her as she did not like the taste of cum and she had to get it of her hands and skin as soon as I ever cum on her before. I stood there and admired my handy work for a few minutes before telling her how she really did like the taste of my cum after all.
My cock had then gone soft after coming so heavily. I need some time to compose myself so I ordered her to get up and I un-cuffed her hands from behind her back to which she said thank you Sir. I told her I needed a shower and she was to go upstairs and get it ready for me. She turned to walk away to which I shouted her back to me come here!!!
You need to remember you’re please my dear you are my submissive now and as my submissive you are to only move around the house on your hands and knees like the little pet you are. As she turned to get on her knees I slapped her arse very hard so it left a mark, I could hear her make a remark as she crawled away to which I followed her and did it again but to the other cheek. She had then matching marks then. I followed her to the stairs where she started to crawl up them awkwardly but she knew I was watching her every move. As she got to the top I could see her reach behind to smooth her stinging cheek. To which I raced up the stairs only to do it again and again until she kneeled there and did and said nothing. I asked her if she liked it and she answered no Sir to which I did it again from cheek to cheek, until I got the right answer from her.
I told her to run the shower and to wait at the side of it until I was ready to go in it.
She crawled away to do just that. She looked quite a humiliating state really with cum in her hair and dripping on her face and her bra hanging loose around her waist.
I returned down the stairs to get drink and to look in the garage to see what I could set up quickly for her coming back down the stairs.
TBC
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One day as a friend tells me, one day. What happens if I die tomorrow, I would regret it for all eternity that I never found someone to try out my desires with.
Recently I have been having cravings for actually carring out some domination rather than having it carried out on me. I just don't know any more is it just because I can't have either maybe that I crave it even more.
Who know? Certainly not me anyway!!!!!!!
Here I am looking through my blog thinking to myself did I write all the stuff, it feels like it was years ago. (but the thoughts are so very fresh in my mind)
I have sucumbed to temptation I have looked into the a meeting with a certain person in regards to being used and abused. Offcourse this has been purely a email action at this time!!
I am having the internal feels of guilt, one for just thinking about meeting some one, and two now for actually arranging something.
I have not answered her last main inregards if I am sure I want to meet because I am certainly not sure if I want to!! Inside me tells me I have to to either get these emotions out of my system and try out the experiences to tell me that hey I don't acutally like the real thing compared to the fantasy. But the more worrying thing to me is deep down I think / know I will like the feelings of being humilated and used by another person. Then what do I do to alevaite my following on feelings from there without beingeven more guilty than I feel all ready.
I can't even walk down the street now with out thinking about someone walking past me and saying to myself I bet she is really dominanant behind closed doors! Bet she would be good at putting a collar and lead on me and forcing me to do things for her sexual gratification and of course for my own pleasure as well.
It is very hard to even contemplate cheating as I am very in love with my wife and family.. I don't think I actually have it in me to do it, but then again I never thought I would have it in me to answer some kind of advert either!!!!
I am happy with every other acpect of my life, I jus need to try this out the once is what I keep telling myself but there has to be more is what I am worried about.
Also I could not imagine life alone, away from my family!!!!
Well there you have it my thoughts for the night.
What a dilemma? Then again am I just being plain stuips and need to look at the bigger picture in of my life.........
She then turns to the bed side drawer and pulls out some Velcro restraints that we have had for years but never used.
She tells me to lift one leg so she can attach them around my ankle and then the other. I am then told to bend my knees as she brings my ankles up past my head against the bed head with my cuffed wrists.
She attaches each ankle in turn so I am now bent double backwards on the bed. I am completely exposed to her now. She stands there looking at me just smiling to herself. She leaves the room for a minute and arrives back with a big candle. I start to think to myself good I hope she is not going to insert that in to me but I’m completely off course she goes to light it.
Once lit she starts to rub my arse gently with one hand then she starts to let the wax run down the cheeks of my bum. How it stings to start with then it dries hard and stings a little more. She looks at me and says I am glad you are being nice and quite now. Then she pulls the g-string up tight so it is so tight against my hole. She then drips a little over my hole which is so sensitive when it lands I do scream out a little. She then lets the pants go and slaps my bum hard and fast, and then like lightening she grabs the g-string and pulls it right off me tearing the material till she has them in her hand in front of my face. Open now she tells me as she pushes them in side my mouth to keep me quite.
Now I can’t say anything so she asks are you comfortable now I will begin.
She pours a little more wax over my hole and lets me squirm to try and get away from it but off course it is useless as I am not going anywhere.
She then turns her attention to my cock now and pulls at it back so it is now pointing straight up words nearly at a right angle to my body as she holds it there. I am rock hard still from being tied up and humiliated with ladies underwear. I am now in terrible fear she will pour this wax on my end as it is very sensitive as I have never been with out my foreskin. She hovers around it pouring wax into the base of my cock and on my balls which are now sensitive enough as well. I am tensing up as well and she knows it. She lets go and places the candle down on the bedside. She looks into my eyes and tells me I better not be thinking of cuming until she says I can.
I am really trying to hold back but it is not easy..
She then pulls out the pants from my mouth and swings them on her finger. She looks at me and asks now what will I do with these now.
I don’t dare answer her as she says I know where I could hide these.
She then moves down the end a little until she is at my cock and arse again. I feel her finger start to probe me and then I know she is pushing them into my hole, the feelings are unbelievable racing through my body.
She then grabs at my cock with the other hand as she is still easing these pants inside me, she laughs out loud and says oh look you have little tail now. Like the good little dog you are.
She has my cock in one hand and starts to wank me, until I know I can’t go any longer.
She tells me again I will tell you when you can cum!!!! Under stand as she slaps my arse. Once then twice as she speeds up wanking me. She then rips the pant out my hole at the same time as saying I can cum. As I start to shoot my hot cum out she aims it at my own face, off course I close my mouth but she pinches my nose and tells me to open up, which I dutifully do. She aims some big splodges of my own cum right into my mouth as she tells me to swallow it up as I will have to get use to it.
I have cum all over my face as I am swallowing it down.
But off course I am still hard again just as quick as if I had never cum!!!!!
This is just due to the feelings of immense humiliation of being made to swallow my own cum.
She the tells me to relax as she will be back in while maybe, as she walks away through the house and leaves me with cum on my face and wax over my arse. To reflect on the changes which have occurred in my wife’s attitude to sex!!!
What is your greatest fear?
Something bad happens to my wife and girls
What is your earliest memory?
I remember my big brother being bad to me so I stuck a brush through the spokes of his brand new bike so he crashed
Aside from property what is the most expensive thing you bought?
A car
What would your super power be?
X-ray eyes.
If you could edit your past, what would you change?
I would go back to my late teens and go for that job I should have applied for then!!! I would also have tried loads of thing with the girls I was going out with and experimented.
Have you ever said "I love you" and not meant it?
No
What is the closest you've come to death?
Having my sinuses get blocked then the bacteria grew up inside my skull next to my brain putting pressure on my brain causing me to need a urgent operation on my skull to drain the fluid. Then on my release from hospital 6 weeks after the op my car brake fluid had drained out and I drove off without having any brakes…
How would you like to be remembered?
As a character that every body had a good word to say about.
What is the most important lesson life has taught you to date?
Don’t worry about the unknown as it’s not as bad as you think it will be. Also make money while you can!
]]>So off I set again back on to the road. Now I had one problem I was constantly hard now, as soon as I put the ring on my cock became erect, possibly at just the thought of having this tight thing round my base or more likely because I had been told to wear it!
Once home I walk down the drive I see her at the kitchen window. I am beckoned to come to it prior to getting to the door. I say hiya luv hows you? Iam fine she states but you have to come in round the back the key is still in the lock and I have not opened it yet. She motions me to come in round the back again. I glance at her to see what she is wearing but it only looks like a t-shirt and jeans, unforutuneatly
Once at the back gate she is all ready there and has it open. Come in she says as I go to kiss her. But she has a different tone in her voice.
Once I am past her I here the get bang shut and the lock goes across as we all ways do for the dog.
Well I throw my bag down and go to get in the house when she quietly says to me have you got on what I sent you? I say what do you think being a bit cheeky only to feel her hand across my cheek. I answer her again yes I have, rubbing my face. Right she says quietly again show me?
What here I say in the back garden? Yes she snaps but quietly!!
Our house has a fair sized back garden and has 6 foot wooden fence round most of it and the rest is a brick wall which is higher than most.
I look round as if to make sure no one can see me but off course nobody can because of the fences.
I open my zipper and my button and let my jeans fall a little. She say get them off now!!!
I push them down my legs to my ankles, now how stupid do I look with a black thong and erection because of the cock ring it will not subside. It is like I have taken a couple Viagra!!
But off course this is what she wants is for me to look stupid and be humiliated.
She tells me to take my shoes of and my jeans as well. I do so and it is cold but I don’t really feel it as my face is beaming from her slapping me and from the humiliation of having my wife’s under wear on.
She says stay there and don’t move!!
She goes into the house and is back in a flash with the camera, I say no I don’t want to have pictures taken but she glares at me and says did I ask for your opion. She then snaps away.
Now if you do not do as I want these pictures will be on the internet and you will have no choice so you better remember that before you think of saying no to me!!
About anything!!!
Iam then told to take my t-shit of as well. Me naked apart from a thong and cock ring in my back garden.
She leans over to me and attaches a chain to the cock ring and say come. She sets of round the garden with me in tow. I have no choice as the ring is not going to pull off that’s for sure.
She takes me to the washing line and tells me to stand she still has the lead tight in her hand every so often pulling tighter and yanking like it is a choke chain. She lifts one of the pegs she has on the line down and takes my nipple tight in her fingers and pinches it and attaches one to it and then the same to the other one. The pain is not to bad but then she lifts another down and pulls my foreskin over the end of my cock and pinches it together and places the peg on the end of my cock. Now I am straining now as my skin is quite tight all ready as my hard on has still not subsided and probably wont now..
She then turns and pulls the lead saying come now.
I am dragged along to the door of the house. Now at the door I am told I have to be on all fours from the door on. She unclips the lead from the ring and tells me to get down out side the door.. My knees are sore from the stone outside. She then says come now and pulls me by the hair into the house I have no choice but to scramble to get in as she has I tight grip on my hair..
Once I have went a little through the peg on the end of my cock jumps off making me squeal.. She hears me and turns to me what is wrong?
I tell her the peg has come off and she then pulls me back up on my knees to see. Right then I will fix that then she then leans down and grabs my cock as it is all red at the end and gives it a firm squeeze and says there there now, with a smug grin on her face. She continues to rub it a little more and she can tell I am nearly going to cum as it would not take much. She then stops and slaps it again that enough for you!! Shes says to me don’t you look pretty in your little g-string now.
She pulls me by the hair again until we reach the bedroom. Right she gets me to get on the bed on my back. By now the pegs on my nipples are really hurting like hell.
I have been side tracted from writing any blog enteries by chatting by email to ladies and gents about likes and dislikes, it is great.
I will have to get my thoughts down though.
]]>I just can’t get it out of my head at the moment, it would seem that everything I look at on the net or on TV has a darker side to it or is it just the way I am looking at things now in my present state of mind.
I am just not sure any more.
I am struggling to carry on with just my normal vanilla life at present. I feel I am missing out on my interests about sexual desires!!
But to be honest it is not really about sexual desires it is about control or I should say the lack of control of what I yearn for really. I yearn to be used in ways which I have totally no control
Well just another day in paradise over. lol
]]>What the hell is that about I think I am being more sensitive and caring only to told something like that!!!
What goes through a womans brain!!!!! I will never never know...
]]>She then gets in and sits in the corner seat in the bath. She could all way stand really hot baths unlike me. She left me just standing there whilst she sat down. When sitting on the corner seat with her feet and legs in the bath with her legs wide open she tells me to undo her Basque before it gets wet. I lean over her and unclip it for her and slide it off front ways. Her tits fall slightly but they are wonderful, if only I could just put my mouth on them and suck. She reaches out and pulls me by the cock back to being in front of her. I have my cock directly in front of her face now. As she is pulling me back and forth she tells me that I am going to piss on her tits and over her.
This is something I would never expect from her at all.
But in saying that I would not expect any of this from her!!!! It is wonderful
She says again I want you to piss on me now. She is holding my cock in her hand at this time. I can not pee as I am so hard still so she then starts to slap my inner thighs with her other hand and tells me to do it.
I muster all my strength to push some piss down my rock hard cock and she aims it at her own tits and neck.
I can only manage a little at this time she pulls my cock to force me down on to my knees in the bath in front of her I am now inline with her nipples. She then tells me to clean her. I instinctively turn for the sponge and soap when I feel her pull me by the hair back to her!! Did I tell you to get the sponge? No I shake my head. I am told to use my tongue to clean her.
She is really going to town on me with all this new stuff. It is great but I don not like the taste of my own piss so I pull away a little until I feel her pull me closer so I get the full smell of my own piss on her tits.
Once I have been made to lick her all over I am allowed to relax a little she pushes me back in the bath and straddles me and holds my cock so it slips right in to her pussy.
I am struggling to keep my balance as my legs are still attached to the make shift spreader. She hits me one last time and pushes me over as well so I fall to my knees.
She says get the spreader of yourself but don’t touch your cock!!!
I pull the tape of my ankles I see she used the brush handle to keep my legs apart.
She is watching me all the time I do it. I am told to stand which feels funny now with nothing on and being able to move. Get to the bathroom and run the bath she tells me
Then she is in front of me in flash with a 6” vibrator in her hand it has a shiny top on it, I instantly recognise it, another toy I bought trying to get her to be more adventuress.
She has it in front of my face she tells me to open my mouth and suck on it. You better get this nice wet for what I am going to do with it, it will be easier for you lets say!!
She pulls it out of my mouth and rubs it over my nipples and down to my cock, she pinches my cock in her fingers and pulls my skin back from the head. She knows I like it but it is very sensitive with my skin right back. Whilst she has it pulled back she rubs the vibrator on it and under it then she clasps it onto the head of my cock, she know this is hard for me as I feel as I am going to cum then she hits me with it if you cum, I will not touch your cock again for a week!!!!!
I am now straining not to cum. She pulls the vibrator away now. Thank god I say. She then slaps my face and snaps I never said you could speak!!!
I will gag you again if you say anything else she whispers in my ear as she bites at it sharply.
She then takes the vibrator up to my mouth again and pushes it in. Suck she instructs me taste yourself now.
She then pulls it out of my mouth as she goes behind me. I feel the tip of it between my arse cheeks, she is gentle at this point pushing it up my arse. I am squirming as this is new to me, but I have always wondered what it would be like and now I know she pulls one cheek to the side as she works it up me, I am off course squirming try to get away but I actually love it. She pushes it in and out faster and faster. Then she slips her hand under my balls now and squeezes them gentle to begin with then she does it harder and harder. I know I am going to cum she tells me again I have not said you can cum yet.
She pushes the vib up further and then I feel her put something on my arse she is now taping it up my arse so it is constantly there buzzing away.
She leaves it now buzzing and gets in front of me I know I am about to cum she then gets a glass from a shelf in the garage and starts to rub my cock again. And my balls.
All the time I have the vibe inside me.
She says you can cum now and furiously wanks me into the glass. Until I am jerking back and forth spurting into the glass. She wipes every last drop into the glass from the end of my cock.
I am exhausted after it. She lets me catch my breath then she says I hope you are thirsty now.
She pulls my hair to pull my head right back between my arms, and starts to pour my own cum into my mouth. I am not wanting to but there is side of me that is liking it also. She snaps you will swallow it all or I will never do this with you again.
After I have swallowed it down she pulls my face to hers and kisses me with her tongue in my mouth exploring every inch of it.
She then says to me what will I do next then?
She then gets the edge of the tape and pulls in one go. Good it is sore on my face but the relief of being able to open my mouth is better than the pain of the tape..
She then pulls the mouth full of her panties out. She takes them in one hand and rubs them over her pussy with them and then rubs them into my face before discarding them on the floor.
She gets behind me now, what will be next?
]]>I am trying to be still as I can even all though I am on my tip toes so I can hear if she is coming back.
Then I feel a stingy on my arse cheek out of now where I am hit, this takes me totally by surprise she has been there all the time watching me try to be so quite to her if she was coming back. Again she hits me on the other arse cheek. She has something different to hit me with now it has more tails on it and it covers more of my arse than the crop did.
She does not speak at all she hits me a few more times then stops and all of a sudden I feel it on my chest.
She does this for a while as I wriggle and turn to stop the hits but I can’t get away from them.
She then stops and I feel her false nails on my chest around my nipples she then pinches my nipple in her fingers and trails her nail over it then I feel it sting even more as she pulls it out, then there is something clamping it. So it has a constant pain in it now. Then I feel her pull my other nipple then the same a pain is in it all the time.
All the time she says nothing. I am pulling to get away but off course I can’t do anything to get them off or get away.
She then says her first words, which feels like she hasn’t talked for hours but it must only be minutes really.
Do you like this then she questions me?
I am not sure if I do really now I am in this kind of set up though with no control, but then I am rock hard and the feeling of totally no control is really playing with my head..
I obviously take to long to answer and she slaps my arse again with her hand and she snaps do you then?
I nod yes to her then I feel her soft hand on my cock as she wraps her hand round it and pulls it gently this time she says this likes it for certain!!!
Then as she pulls it faster she tightens her grip round my shaft, then she stops as she feels me tense.
Again I feel the what must be whip now against my chest again, she is hitting the pegs on my nipples it feel like she is try to flick them of with the whip until I feel release from one then the other as they fall to the floor.
She stops hitting me now and trails her nails over my tender nipples again.
I feel her brush my cock to the side with her thigh boots as she pushes past me.
I am back from the edge now since she started on my nipples again.
I hear the chain start to move and feel my hands relax more now. She is to let me down I think, but no I am down far enough to bend my knees and stretch my legs a little.
Then only to feel her push my feet wide apart, I can feel her breath on my legs as she pulls my feet a part one at a time. Then I hear her pull something, I recognise it again it is the tape she had earlier to tape her worn panties in my mouth.
I feel something hard at the back of my ankles as she pulls it tight to one, I then feel the tape stick round my ankle after a few wraps I then feel her at my other ankle until she has done the same there.
As she is getting up I feel her at my cock it is engulfed in warmth how it feels good, she has me in her mouth for the first time in years.
In fact since she let me come her mouth the first time she has never did it again.
God it feels good though. She then stops and takes my cock in the palm of here hand then crack she claps her hands with my cock in between them.
What a sensation it is I don’t know whether to cry or cum!!!
I feel her move away from me then I feel the wind of the whip again as it swishes past my legs. Then I feel the sting of the riding crop this time on my inner thighs back an forth between them, then I feel my balls sting as she hits them once with the crop.
She then starts to tap my cock with the crop pushing it from one side to the other then crack with on it.
It stings but only for seconds as the pain soon is over come with the feeling of no control.
She stops touching me and the stings stop. I hear the door go again and this time I hear her foot steps on the tiles.
What has she got on her mind now I wonder, as I stand there not able to see with my legs splayed wide and my hands above my head open for all sorts of abuse!!!
]]>Well she then says lets see how tall you are then and has me stretched on my tip toes.
She ask is that sore I just look at her and she says again is it sore, I shake my head and she then pulls a little more is it sore now she says I nod and she says good.
It can be to uncomfortable can it now as she pulls at my cock squeezing it tight in her palm, as this is still very hard now is init? I nod my head quickly.
She then goes behind me I try to turn on my toes but she snaps don’t move!!
So I am still again all most apart from swinging a little to balance my weight.
She slaps me hard on the arse cheeks one after the other. Then it goes very quite.
I then feel her at my head with something as she slips it over my head it is a sack so I can’t see what is happening, it is very quite then I hear the door of the garage open and close. She must be going to leave me for while in the dark hanging there..
All sorts of things are going through my mind with the darkness and quietness..
On the floor with nothing on except a collar and lead with a stingy bum, your wife standing over you with a riding crop in hand lead in other and thigh high boots, what a picture it would make!!
She then takes the lead and fixes it to the banister while she disrobes the long coat, only to be presented with a black Basque with no panties.
You are told to look back at the floor where you are to lick.
Another sting of the crop and lick you do.
Once the precum is all gone the lead is pulled tight to make you look up. Come she says and pulls the lead you go to get up and are told to stay on all fours like the dog you are. Crawl she says in a low voice dog!! You are taken through the house to the kitchen, she asks do you want drink? As she gets a glass from the cupboard and goes to the water dispenser in the fridge, yes you say after licking the floor you need one to get the salty taste of your own precum out of your mouth. She then gets ice in the glass from the next dispenser. She then turns with the lead in hand back to the kitchen door with you and points to the dogs dish, there you go then take a drink!! You look up as if to say what only to feel the crop strike your cheek a little. Is it not good enough for you she asks? You reply well it’s the dogs. Yes she snaps and you are the dog tonight now drink from it!! You get your head over the bowl and lick a couple of times, you feel the crack on your arse again lick she says dog!!
You lick some more and stop she says good dogging in smug voice.
This is not the wife you know is if she has been reading your deepest thoughts!! But you think she has maybe found a DVD in your bag you got from a mate about such things. You mind is racing all the time she is dragging you to the bedroom.
You think she won’t last, it will be on the bed and she will ride you till you cum as you won’t last long with this going on.
Once in the bedroom she says we have 4 hours till schools out you better choose a safe word now!!
Now you know she has found something or she has looked through the favourites on the computer that you sneak read when she is out fantasising about this day.
You go to ask as she stands in front of you say have she cuts you off in at that word so have is your safe word then!!!
with you in front of her she place her glass on the sideboard and pulls you towards the bed on all fours. She sits on the edge of the bed and pulls you towards her, you are now between her legs on all fours she rolls the lead up round her hand and grabs the collar and pulls your head between her legs and says lick while you can still use you mouth!!!
You lick like there is no tomorrow she wriggles and squirms the you slip a hand under your self to rub your cock and you feel crack on the arse then. She snaps I never said you could touch that little thing did I !!!
I am not allowed to touch myself as I pleasure her as I find out to my own pains. My tongue is now becoming sore from licking here sweet hairy pussy, I start to slow a little but another sting of the crop on my back makes me forget the pain in my tongue as it is much more.
She shudders and cum’s much to my delight now, I think this maybe my turn to get some pleasure.
I am wrong, or am I getting pleasure just now, this is such a turn on for me as my cock is rock hard and oozing with precum.
I am still wondering what will come next am I going to waken up from this dream, but no I feel another crack of the arse. This is happening, how good is this it is all my wishes at once.
I get no more time to think as she composes herself again after her climax, she then stands up ensuring my hand is trodden under her foot to ensure I know who the boss is.
Once she is at my side with me still on all fours she pulls the lead and says come now doggy, I have to crawl to her, now she tells me to turn with my bum to her and she starts to whip it gently to start with after five it is quite hard, I move forward a little and squeal also, she tells me to be quite and pulls back on the dog lead she tells me to come back. I still squeal and say’s I have warned you!!!
She says stay and don’t move and don’t touch your self either!!!
She leaves the room, I hear a door open then close, and then the garage door is opened and closed. I know it is the door to the garage as it bangs closed.
She is back now in front of me with her hands behind her back, she tells me to open wide, I look at her and she snaps at me again do it!!! I open my mouth and she produces some pairs of her worn pants from the laundry basket, to humiliate me even more she rubs them on my face so I can smell her on them, then they are pushed into my mouth, I have no choice she tells me to close my mouth, then from her other hand she has a roll of duct tape from the garage to place over my mouth to keep them in. There will be no more noise from you now!!!
She snaps at me with a big smile on her face.
She then takes the lead in her hand again from behind me and hits me again on the arse quite hard at the same time as pulling the lead back. Her hand actually stings more than the riding crop did.
She does this a few more times then bends down over me and whispers in my ear do you like it doggy? Well do you? I nod vigorously.