Well here I am again I must be at that time of the month again when I am feeling emoitional about my keen interests again. I chat to some people and they are so supportive of my thoughts I just which I could try things out with them, but again I don't have the bottle. I look at different websites and think to myself I am not abnormal for wantign and craving these sorts of sexual desires surely, cause look at the amount of people who are into my kind of stuff.
It is amazingly easy to tell a complete stranger my feelings about domination, but I can't tell my wife!!!!!!! How stupid am I?
One day as a friend tells me, one day. What happens if I die tomorrow, I would regret it for all eternity that I never found someone to try out my desires with.
Recently I have been having cravings for actually carring out some domination rather than having it carried out on me. I just don't know any more is it just because I can't have either maybe that I crave it even more.
Who know? Certainly not me anyway!!!!!!!
2008-08-27 @ 22:36