Does thinking of sex all the time make me bad? Well not just sex but bondage kind of sex make you a bad person?
I just can’t get it out of my head at the moment, it would seem that everything I look at on the net or on TV has a darker side to it or is it just the way I am looking at things now in my present state of mind.
I am just not sure any more.
I am struggling to carry on with just my normal vanilla life at present. I feel I am missing out on my interests about sexual desires!!
But to be honest it is not really about sexual desires it is about control or I should say the lack of control of what I yearn for really. I yearn to be used in ways which I have totally no control
2008-04-02 @ 21:54