There I am on the bed with pegs on my nipples and a stupid little g-string which is so humiliating, which is how my cock is so hard at the feelings I m getting from being humiliated like this.
I am told to lie still with my hands above my head as she leans over and cuffs them to the bed head. I am still in pain from the pegs but as she finishes cuffing me she starts to ping her fingers at the pegs until one after the other the slip off which again makes me wince!
She then starts to rub my nipples with the palm of her hand then she slaps them one at a time, which has mixed feelings for me, I am feeling confused as the pain is so much but the feeling is such a turn on..

She then turns to the bed side drawer and pulls out some Velcro restraints that we have had for years but never used.
She tells me to lift one leg so she can attach them around my ankle and then the other. I am then told to bend my knees as she brings my ankles up past my head against the bed head with my cuffed wrists.
She attaches each ankle in turn so I am now bent double backwards on the bed. I am completely exposed to her now. She stands there looking at me just smiling to herself. She leaves the room for a minute and arrives back with a big candle. I start to think to myself good I hope she is not going to insert that in to me but I’m completely off course she goes to light it.
Once lit she starts to rub my arse gently with one hand then she starts to let the wax run down the cheeks of my bum. How it stings to start with then it dries hard and stings a little more. She looks at me and says I am glad you are being nice and quite now. Then she pulls the g-string up tight so it is so tight against my hole. She then drips a little over my hole which is so sensitive when it lands I do scream out a little. She then lets the pants go and slaps my bum hard and fast, and then like lightening she grabs the g-string and pulls it right off me tearing the material till she has them in her hand in front of my face. Open now she tells me as she pushes them in side my mouth to keep me quite.
Now I can’t say anything so she asks are you comfortable now I will begin.
She pours a little more wax over my hole and lets me squirm to try and get away from it but off course it is useless as I am not going anywhere.
She then turns her attention to my cock now and pulls at it back so it is now pointing straight up words nearly at a right angle to my body as she holds it there. I am rock hard still from being tied up and humiliated with ladies underwear. I am now in terrible fear she will pour this wax on my end as it is very sensitive as I have never been with out my foreskin. She hovers around it pouring wax into the base of my cock and on my balls which are now sensitive enough as well. I am tensing up as well and she knows it. She lets go and places the candle down on the bedside. She looks into my eyes and tells me I better not be thinking of cuming until she says I can.
I am really trying to hold back but it is not easy..
She then pulls out the pants from my mouth and swings them on her finger. She looks at me and asks now what will I do with these now.
I don’t dare answer her as she says I know where I could hide these.
She then moves down the end a little until she is at my cock and arse again. I feel her finger start to probe me and then I know she is pushing them into my hole, the feelings are unbelievable racing through my body.
She then grabs at my cock with the other hand as she is still easing these pants inside me, she laughs out loud and says oh look you have little tail now. Like the good little dog you are.
She has my cock in one hand and starts to wank me, until I know I can’t go any longer.
She tells me again I will tell you when you can cum!!!! Under stand as she slaps my arse. Once then twice as she speeds up wanking me. She then rips the pant out my hole at the same time as saying I can cum. As I start to shoot my hot cum out she aims it at my own face, off course I close my mouth but she pinches my nose and tells me to open up, which I dutifully do. She aims some big splodges of my own cum right into my mouth as she tells me to swallow it up as I will have to get use to it.
I have cum all over my face as I am swallowing it down.
But off course I am still hard again just as quick as if I had never cum!!!!!
This is just due to the feelings of immense humiliation of being made to swallow my own cum.
She the tells me to relax as she will be back in while maybe, as she walks away through the house and leaves me with cum on my face and wax over my arse. To reflect on the changes which have occurred in my wife’s attitude to sex!!!

I have pinched this from another blogger.

What is your greatest fear?

Something bad happens to my wife and girls

What is your earliest memory?

I remember my big brother being bad to me so I stuck a brush through the spokes of his brand new bike so he crashed

Aside from property what is the most expensive thing you bought?
A car

What would your super power be?

X-ray eyes.

If you could edit your past, what would you change?

I would go back to my late teens and go for that job I should have applied for then!!! I would also have tried loads of thing with the girls I was going out with and experimented.

Have you ever said "I love you" and not meant it?

No

What is the closest you've come to death?

Having my sinuses get blocked then the bacteria grew up inside my skull next to my brain putting pressure on my brain causing me to need a urgent operation on my skull to drain the fluid. Then on my release from hospital 6 weeks after the op my car brake fluid had drained out and I drove off without having any brakes…

How would you like to be remembered?

As a character that every body had a good word to say about.

What is the most important lesson life has taught you to date?

Don’t worry about the unknown as it’s not as bad as you think it will be. Also make money while you can!

When I got to work this time my wife had sent me a jiffy bag. The bag was here when I arrived, waiting for me in the pigeon hole.
How close I was to nearly opening it in front of someone but for some reason I waited until back safely in my room.
When I opened the jiffy bag I could smell her scent coming from it, inside was a pair of black thongs which I could smell her on and also a steel ring about 45mm big made of stainless steel. The thong is black and skimpy and the ring is hard and cold.
I often tease her for wearing dental floss. But I love her wearing them really as I can get easy access when allowed.
Anyhow, there is also a note in the envelope stating that on my way home I had to wear them, and the ring!! It was then I realised what the ring was it was a cock ring. I had never worn one before and had never even thought about it. I quickly put the stuff away and set about my work.
When I phoned there had never been a mention of the jiffy bag so I never mentioned it either.
But before I was ready to come home, I phoned and it was nearly 30 mins before leaving for home when she said I hope you have on what I sent you. Well I could have dropped to my knees then. I had not put them on or the ring but it was to late..
I told her I had and got ready to travel.
Once in the car on the way home I stopped off and got my bag out and found the items. Now I had stopped up a wood track which was well of the road. So after much deliberation I got my jeans off and boxers and slipped on her thong. Once on I got my jeans back on and deliberated over the ring or not.. This was my chance to see what would happen if I had done what she requested though..
After much fiddling I managed to get my balls through the ring one at a time and then after many thoughts of inanimate objects I managed to pull the head of my cock through. My pain was so much then while I did it but then it was gone!!!

So off I set again back on to the road. Now I had one problem I was constantly hard now, as soon as I put the ring on my cock became erect, possibly at just the thought of having this tight thing round my base or more likely because I had been told to wear it!

Once home I walk down the drive I see her at the kitchen window. I am beckoned to come to it prior to getting to the door. I say hiya luv hows you? Iam fine she states but you have to come in round the back the key is still in the lock and I have not opened it yet. She motions me to come in round the back again. I glance at her to see what she is wearing but it only looks like a t-shirt and jeans, unforutuneatly
Once at the back gate she is all ready there and has it open. Come in she says as I go to kiss her. But she has a different tone in her voice.
Once I am past her I here the get bang shut and the lock goes across as we all ways do for the dog.

Well I throw my bag down and go to get in the house when she quietly says to me have you got on what I sent you? I say what do you think being a bit cheeky only to feel her hand across my cheek. I answer her again yes I have, rubbing my face. Right she says quietly again show me?
What here I say in the back garden? Yes she snaps but quietly!!
Our house has a fair sized back garden and has 6 foot wooden fence round most of it and the rest is a brick wall which is higher than most.

I look round as if to make sure no one can see me but off course nobody can because of the fences.
I open my zipper and my button and let my jeans fall a little. She say get them off now!!!
I push them down my legs to my ankles, now how stupid do I look with a black thong and erection because of the cock ring it will not subside. It is like I have taken a couple Viagra!!
But off course this is what she wants is for me to look stupid and be humiliated.

She tells me to take my shoes of and my jeans as well. I do so and it is cold but I don’t really feel it as my face is beaming from her slapping me and from the humiliation of having my wife’s under wear on.
She says stay there and don’t move!!
She goes into the house and is back in a flash with the camera, I say no I don’t want to have pictures taken but she glares at me and says did I ask for your opion. She then snaps away.
Now if you do not do as I want these pictures will be on the internet and you will have no choice so you better remember that before you think of saying no to me!!
About anything!!!
Iam then told to take my t-shit of as well. Me naked apart from a thong and cock ring in my back garden.
She leans over to me and attaches a chain to the cock ring and say come. She sets of round the garden with me in tow. I have no choice as the ring is not going to pull off that’s for sure.
She takes me to the washing line and tells me to stand she still has the lead tight in her hand every so often pulling tighter and yanking like it is a choke chain. She lifts one of the pegs she has on the line down and takes my nipple tight in her fingers and pinches it and attaches one to it and then the same to the other one. The pain is not to bad but then she lifts another down and pulls my foreskin over the end of my cock and pinches it together and places the peg on the end of my cock. Now I am straining now as my skin is quite tight all ready as my hard on has still not subsided and probably wont now..
She then turns and pulls the lead saying come now.
I am dragged along to the door of the house. Now at the door I am told I have to be on all fours from the door on. She unclips the lead from the ring and tells me to get down out side the door.. My knees are sore from the stone outside. She then says come now and pulls me by the hair into the house I have no choice but to scramble to get in as she has I tight grip on my hair..
Once I have went a little through the peg on the end of my cock jumps off making me squeal.. She hears me and turns to me what is wrong?
I tell her the peg has come off and she then pulls me back up on my knees to see. Right then I will fix that then she then leans down and grabs my cock as it is all red at the end and gives it a firm squeeze and says there there now, with a smug grin on her face. She continues to rub it a little more and she can tell I am nearly going to cum as it would not take much. She then stops and slaps it again that enough for you!! Shes says to me don’t you look pretty in your little g-string now.
She pulls me by the hair again until we reach the bedroom. Right she gets me to get on the bed on my back. By now the pegs on my nipples are really hurting like hell.

It is amazing the people you can meet on here, there is such a unbridaled openess when talking to complete strangers when on this site. I love the honesty people har willing to share, it has obviously to do with the not know and not havign to answer to anyone for what you tell them, being unjudged as it it, all though some do judge but hey it doesn't hurt.

I have been side tracted from writing any blog enteries by chatting by email to ladies and gents about likes and dislikes, it is great.

I will have to get my thoughts down though.

Does thinking of sex all the time make me bad? Well not just sex but bondage kind of sex make you a bad person?

I just can’t get it out of my head at the moment, it would seem that everything I look at on the net or on TV has a darker side to it or is it just the way I am looking at things now in my present state of mind.
I am just not sure any more.
I am struggling to carry on with just my normal vanilla life at present. I feel I am missing out on my interests about sexual desires!!
But to be honest it is not really about sexual desires it is about control or I should say the lack of control of what I yearn for really. I yearn to be used in ways which I have totally no control

I cant beleive it when you dont get to check your mail for a few days and big brother blog goes and removes some of your blogs,
I cant belive they removed one and left the rest, I am not complaining by the way by any means.

Well just another day in paradise over. lol

Things never work out how you think or would like them to go really. I took some adivce from a nice friend. I went about things differnetly this time, I bring flowers home I dont grab and grope as I have done in the past. Instead I kiss seductivly and cuddle closely. Iplay with her hair and take my time and have patience with her. I do thi for a few days, I tell her I love her more than I can desciribe. When cuddleing in the morning before getting up. I am just lying there cudlling in and kissing her. I am then said to. you are loking at me as though you are going to leave me!!!!!!

What the hell is that about I think I am being more sensitive and caring only to told something like that!!!

What goes through a womans brain!!!!! I will never never know...

I go to the bathroom and push the plug in and run the water. I am told not to put any cold in just hot.
Now she comes to the bathroom she has still her lovely Basque on which is holding her tits up high, she looks great with it on and her thigh boots on. I don’t dare look as I had been told not to look anywhere but at the floor.
With her in the bathroom she tells me to get on my knees and unzip her boots for her.
I do this all the time my cock is now getting very hard again, as she orders me to do things.
She lifts her leg a little to let me pull her boots of a foot at a time. When I have removed the last boot she pushes her foot into my mouth so I have to suck on her foot.
I do as she wants.
I am still in front of her on my knees she tells me to stay as I am she has something for me in minute. She turns and sits on the toilet and starts to piss. Once finished she does not dry herself as she would normally she stands and puts her foot on the edge of the bath and grabs me by the hair and forces my face into her wet pussy, I still taste the wetness of her pee in her hairs. She snaps at me to get licking. I continue to lick her until she starts to shudder a little she then pulls my head back and says you can stop for now. She tells me to get the bath off and get in it.
I start to say to her there is no cold, she cuts me of there and then with a slap on the cheek, I did not say to talk did I. I shake my head to motion no to her. Well get in!!!
My first foot is burning I hold back a little but she is now behind me and starts to slap my arse harder and harder until I have my second foot in the bath.

She then gets in and sits in the corner seat in the bath. She could all way stand really hot baths unlike me. She left me just standing there whilst she sat down. When sitting on the corner seat with her feet and legs in the bath with her legs wide open she tells me to undo her Basque before it gets wet. I lean over her and unclip it for her and slide it off front ways. Her tits fall slightly but they are wonderful, if only I could just put my mouth on them and suck. She reaches out and pulls me by the cock back to being in front of her. I have my cock directly in front of her face now. As she is pulling me back and forth she tells me that I am going to piss on her tits and over her.
This is something I would never expect from her at all.
But in saying that I would not expect any of this from her!!!! It is wonderful
She says again I want you to piss on me now. She is holding my cock in her hand at this time. I can not pee as I am so hard still so she then starts to slap my inner thighs with her other hand and tells me to do it.
I muster all my strength to push some piss down my rock hard cock and she aims it at her own tits and neck.
I can only manage a little at this time she pulls my cock to force me down on to my knees in the bath in front of her I am now inline with her nipples. She then tells me to clean her. I instinctively turn for the sponge and soap when I feel her pull me by the hair back to her!! Did I tell you to get the sponge? No I shake my head. I am told to use my tongue to clean her.
She is really going to town on me with all this new stuff. It is great but I don not like the taste of my own piss so I pull away a little until I feel her pull me closer so I get the full smell of my own piss on her tits.
Once I have been made to lick her all over I am allowed to relax a little she pushes me back in the bath and straddles me and holds my cock so it slips right in to her pussy.

I am standing still with my hands above my head and legs spread, I am now limp from cuming but the vib is still there vibrating away.
She goes behind me and rips the tape of and gently slides it out of me, only to push it back in and out a couple more times. I start to feel movement in my crotch again as she does this.
As she walks in front of me she has the vib still in her hand, she brings it up to my mouth and pushes it in again. SUCK she instructs me taste yourself you disgusting boy.
I pull my head back as she pushes it in my mouth but she again grabs my hair an holds my head until it is in and cleaned.
She then places it on a shelf. She then goes to the chain and starts to let my arms down from up high. I start to relax my arms and it feels great.
I am then un-cuffed and told to keep my hands at my side. I am dying to pull my skin back over the end of my cock, she sees me move my hands a little towards it and she slaps my arse with her hand really hard and it stings. She then looks at my cock again and see it is getting hard once she has done that. So I get hit again and again.

I am struggling to keep my balance as my legs are still attached to the make shift spreader. She hits me one last time and pushes me over as well so I fall to my knees.
She says get the spreader of yourself but don’t touch your cock!!!
I pull the tape of my ankles I see she used the brush handle to keep my legs apart.
She is watching me all the time I do it. I am told to stand which feels funny now with nothing on and being able to move. Get to the bathroom and run the bath she tells me

Some people can be quite thick really. If they get up tight about what people write in there blogs they dont really have to read them now do they!!
This is nice site but for some folks they just don't know why people write blogs now do they, and they cant even begin to guess!!!